16 MAY

Just finished writing some articles and I've got a terrible headache brewing. Well today was nothing special.....got up at four and realised I hadn't completed some articles I had to submit at 6...you can Imagine what happened then....finished those articles in a mad rush. I just hate staying at home....mom doesn't even let me sleep late. My parents are so IRRITATING!!! They keep on shouting at me to get off the computer...I mean what else is there to do??? And if I'm reading they tell me to go out.....dude, don't they get it that I don't wanna go out...wish they'd leave me alone. And then there's this whole Engineering Medical melodrama. My mother and father just get started on my career and the conversation will be something like, 
MOM: She'll become a doctor. (mom, i don't want to) Don't worry beta you'll clear your entrance(no, i won't)!
DAD: We'll make her a mechanical engineer(ugh). 
MOM: Yeah when are your results coming? We'll see which branch you'll join. 
God, I hate this conversations. They talk as if I'm not even there. No one asks me whether I WANT to become an engineer or a doctor....nah, who cares, she's a kid she can't decide, let's do it for her!!!
Everyday at home is an agony. I never even wated to take science....just because I'm extremely good at studies everyone EXPECTED me take science so I did....I really really want to do English honours or clinical psychology....but do my parents care???
I just wish July comes soon so that I'll be at college even if it'll be one I never wanted to join it'll be better than home at least.